Infamous Video (MV)

I want to be infamous so you can find a valid reason to hate me
I drained my blood with a knife and a straw and I will never be thirsty again
I wish you were dangerous so I don't have to risk my life being near you
Don't say you miss me, you were the one who tried to run your mouth to my friends
Well you just slow me down so you could mess around
If only your eyes could see what my brain can think
It's impossible, you're not doing anyone any favors
So let's just sit back and enjoy the view
I wish for some peacefulness so I can spend all my time on an island
I want the ocean to drown all my dread so I can walk the earth being careless
I want to take all my time in writing some songs and making some progress
Don't say it won't happen, why you gotta put me down when I'm so nice to you
Cause you just slow me down but I won't wait around
If only you'd see yourself in a different light
It's improbable, you're not being anybody's best friend
So let's just sit back and enjoy the show
Scarlett please, you've been running around with your face chewed off
With times like these, I'm emotional figuring out all the ways I can get better
What's your mood have to do with me again?
I wish you were infamous so I could find a better reason to hate you