Averie Bielski - if i had the heart Lyrics

I've got a car to get me to your house
And I've got two feet that will talk me up your drive
I've got boxes packed with all your t-shirts
Got those goodbye words rehearsed and memorized

But there's one missing piece
Than I'd have what I need

If I had the heart
If I had the nerve
I'd do what I should do

So you get what you deserve (cuz I'm not who you deserve?))
You've done nothing wrong
But we ain't right no more
If I had the heart
Baby I'd break yours

We had a fire but lately I've been freezing
Wish I could tell you that I had a reason (wish I could say I had a better reason?)

Don't wanna be the one you hate, you blame for the rest of your life
And I swear that I would let you go tonight

I've got the hands to let yours go
I've got the eyes to see you cry
I've got the lips to lean on in and kiss you one last time
But

I don't have the heart
And I don't have the nerve
To do what I should, so you, get what you deserve

You've done nothing wrong
But we ain't right no more
If I had the heart
Baby I'd break yours