Voiceless; no one's listening
Desensitize conditioning
Choices made
Going through the motions; repositioning
Wondering what it all means
Searching for that something
A certain purpose to divert the hurt
There must be more than the nothing
I envision places we can dispose of phony smiles for a while
Just imagine
Right the wrongs that happened
Write more songs with passion
Spill my heart, then cash in
Feed their latest fashion
I don't know how we're all disposable
Never knowing where to go
I'm just lost
I'm just lost in the audio
She isn't even missing me
Just a ghost inhabiting
My mind actually brews bad habits oh so tragically
I'm followin' the rabbit down the hole, what a catastrophe
I'm swallowin' some magic, brain absently thinks he's mad at me
Shit... How could I ever leave?
Feeling happy in these moments
With these things that I can touch but just can't keep, no
Right the wrongs that happened
Write more songs with passion
Spill my heart, then cash in
Feed their latest fashion
I don't know how we're all disposable
Never knowing where to go
I'm just lost
I'm just lost in the audio
I am lost in the audio
Bitter taste of pills
Used to chase the chill with ways that weren't destructive
Reflection in the mirror; silhouette seduction
This two-faced landfill's got me saying "f*ck this"
F*ck this shit...
But I'll be making music 'til my casket is closed & cast in a hole
The notes & keys attached to my soul & that's in control
Immunity from batshit head hoes or basking in woes
Excuse me for the passion exposed, but that shit explodes
Live in the studio
I eat, sleep & drink music
Mix & master 'til the morning sun, won't even blink through it
Almost made it once, now never again will he lose it
Quit before I finish all my goals?
The f*ck you think, stupid!
I don't know how we're all disposable
Never knowing where to go
I'm just lost
I'm just lost in the audio
Where to go?
I'm just lost
I'm just lost in the audio