Awful Author - beLIEve Lyrics

Walking down the chamber past the perils of my despair
Writings say I love you but I'm gone so why care
Always want you near me but I don't miss you it's here
Because you answer all the questions running up instead of fear

Broken hearted with a smile, yo it seems to be my style
Ignorance is bliss, I haven't seen you in a while
I'm rolling with the demons, lost no number that's a dial
And it's burning when I earn it, there's a problem here child

Feel my heart beating, head is going too wild
What am I supposed to do? I can change my point of view
Music's all I have, without these notes I am a broken dude
My music's in these feelings, yo I put my pen to paper

Happily ever after, yo and laugh at the hater
The hold of the world is heavy, I suppose we break later
The old you dead and buried had to leave the past position
I wanna go home, talk to family, they listen

Home.. I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home.. I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home..I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home.. I wanna go home, talk to family they listen

Being an artist is the hardest everybody wants to kick
There's no pay for inspiration or the hours that it takes
I've had my share of flowers in the garden with the snakes
Broken souls departing catch the train maybe I'm late

You're just as bad as them if you're gone feasting with the figs
Speaking to the universe I think she calls it fake
Good order or my discipline bro I don't wanna say
But I'm looking for some better days but I don't wanna pray

I don't really know how long I got but I don't wanna stay
Hoping now I'm hoping cause I found my love and lost
My everything is music take it all I'll be the cast
My journey is the story how the butterfly proceeds

Kick me while I'm down I hope you take on what you need
Smile on my face if these hands of mine they bleed
No lions walking with me now I walk this land they're free
Nanu Nanu all for love for signing out you I am me

Home..I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home..I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home..I wanna go home, talk to family they listen
Home..I wanna go home, talk to family they listen

Home.