Awksymoron - Outside Looking In Lyrics

I look all around me and see
Five separate aspects of me
How could that possibly be?
We see the world so differently

I didn't live here til today
Still struggle to communicate
I love you so much it's insane
Waited my whole life for this day

Where do I begin?
On the outside I'm looking in
And all I see is space
A familiar brand new place
Somehow and I don't know
This path I never take leads to my home
It's like traveling through time
No detail left behind

I dream of the day I return
Sweet sun on my skin does not burn
New sounds here that I never heard
There's still so much I'd love to learn

Like how come the beer is so cold
If the fridge here is eighty years old?
Or what is that thing that you say
When it comes time for us to part ways?

Where do I begin?
On the outside I'm looking in
And I feel you here with me
Under the shade of our mango tree
Somehow and I don't know
This path I never take leads to my home
And if I could see things through
Someday I might move back here with you