Axthvr - Not Me Lyrics

I'm here
Just watching from the distance
Unable to be heard
And I'm
Just asking to myself
What do you see in him?
And I don't know
Why you're so drawn to his colors
Are they brighter for you than mine?
Oh no
I thought I shined so hard for you
But a new light was better view for you
Oh shit
Why him and not me?
Tell me what you see
I'm supposed to be one for you
Where did I f*cked up?
You know I'm mad
But sadness pulls me under
I can barely breathe
Help me!
I'm drowning in this jealousy
And all you do is look away
And I don't know
Why you're so drawn to his colors
Are they brighter for you than mine?
Oh no
I thought I shined so hard for you
But a new light was better view for you
Oh shit
Why him and not me?
Tell me what you see, god's sake
I'm supposed to be one for you
Where did I messed up?
But now you know what?
You can fly away with him
Wish you both a better life
I'm done with all your shit