So baby
Don't call me when you're sad
Cause I won't be picking up the phone no more
When I was at my lowest, girl, you didn't even care
And I don't wanna feel this pain no more
My head's a mess
It's getting harder to think
Now I'm barely holdin' on
I'm breaking down to the stress
My anxiety is such a mess
I'mma pour myself a drink and say
Goodbye
Pour up
Turn off the light
And in the dark you call me
How are you
Are you fine
Yeah, I'm barely holdin
On but I'mma survive
Another round, you know me
There, in the back of my mind
I have you pushing on me
Pour up
Turn off the light
And in the dark you call me
How are you
Are you fine
Yeah, I'm barely holdin
On but I'mma survive
Another round, you know me
There, in the back of my mind
I have you pushing on me
I can get high
From just staring in your eyes
But I haven't been high
In such a long time
If you need space girl
I'd give you the universe
I'm still crying 'bout the fact
That I did it to you first
My chest is ripped apart
And I'm drowining in my heart
Yeah, my chest is ripped apart
And I'm drowining in my heart
But I still won't open up
No, I still won't open up
Nah, I still won't open up
Nah, I still won't open up
So I
Pour up
Turn off the light
And in the dark you call me
How are you
Are you fine
Yeah, I'm barely holdin
On but I'mma survive
Another round, you know me
There, in the back of my mind
I have you pushing on me
Pour up
Turn off the light
And in the dark you call me
How are you
Are you fine
Yeah, I'm barely holdin
On but I'mma survive
Another round, you know me
There, in the back of my mind
I have you pushing on me