AyRaid - Be a Man (Feat. Next Gen) Lyrics

I've always wanted a family
Something I can call my own
But I'm not sure if I can handle something
Like that on my own
So I turn to the mirror and burn Myself to stone
Cause I'm ugly on the inside
And it's why I've always been alone
But, I keep the mask and charades up
Like it's my job
I try to act like I'm fine but
Honestly I'm just so lost
You said you wanted the same thing, but my heart
Is what you wanted to rob
And now you succeeded cause now
I'm just a shell of my old cost
Never gonna be the same no matter
How hard I try to be
You will understand my pain no matter
How far you try to see
And I pray that you don't make the same mistake
Cause i want you to free
The heart that you got caged
Cause you never meant to leave
Wanted us to be together forever
But you had a different plan
Now I feel like the goof for
Extending my hand
I'm the clown for thinking we
Had something to span
Across a generation but now
I'm alone where I stand
I just wanna Be a Man
Wanted us to be together forever
But you had a different plan
Now I feel like the goof for
Extending my hand
I'm the clown for thinking we
Had something to span
Across a generation but now
I'm alone where I stand
I just wanna Be a Man
And I wont pretend like
Everything's ok, cause it's not
You were there with me but
You never gave me a shot
I just want you to know, that I got
Your spot on lock in case you
Want to be back on my top I'll
Never stop you'll never drop
From that spot
Drop from that spot
Drop from that spot
Wanted us to be together forever
But you had a different plan
Now I feel like the goof for
Extending my hand
I'm the clown for thinking we
Had something to span
Across a generation but now
I'm alone where I stand
I just wanna Be a Man
Wanted us to be together forever
But you had a different plan
Now I feel like the goof for
Extending my hand
I'm the clown for thinking we
Had something to span
Across a generation but now
I'm alone where I stand
I just wanna Be a Man