favorite liar Video (MV)

Because I misread your gaze when you said hello
I searched for lost diamonds in your lies
I've discovered the fire you set up
And the plan dumping my pools of innocence in your rivers of deceit
Between what you said and what you meant
I'm troubled to call you a friend

Delusional between your body parts & fool's paradise
Leisuring under cool cotton candy clouds
Playing in melon-flavored jelly mud other times
It's a dilemma to call you a friend

I adored you so much
I couldn't turn around and walk away
I had to stare into a homicide or die by suicide walking away
You decide
Does it feel like I'm lying?

Wrapped in woven sheets of make-believe
I was tempted
I was too innocent to ask
Too guilty to steal
Too weak to run
Too numb to argue

Words objected coming out crooked
I wanted you to morph out of my fantasy
How do you feel about that?
Do you think I'm lying?

I had many far-off, childish questions
About expired dreams of freedom
About imploding expectations
Everything cleared when the smoking pipe cooled down

Persecuted in your absence
Paralyzed by your presence
Your face was the norm
Such a pretty smile
A bit slurred in my head

The unsynchronized standards we shared
Troubled me to call you a friend

But I'll never see you that way
Unless by request
I'll be your friend, but know that
I'll still lie to you
And be your favorite liar forever
Baby, I'll be your favorite liar forever
Baby laly
Laly, I'll be your favorite liar forever