Survivors Remorse Video (MV)

Ain't gon' lie man, I been stressin'
Tryna figure which direction should I go
Know some people that just wanna see me gone
I can't trust nobody, so I gotta keep a weapon
Askin' God for protection, cause I gotta make it back home
Can't believe I'm still alive
So many times I could've died, but I'm a soldier so you know I'm gon' survive
Had to let go of my pride
I got some people I don't like, but I don't wanna be the reason why they mama crying
I stand on business, never been the type to run and hide
I'd rather look you in the eyes
Can't forget that day when my lil' cousin had died
You never know when it's your time, so thank God when you wake up
We elevated, ain't no wonder why they hate us
You gettin' money, it's gon' only bring you haters
The way I'm ballin', I might go play for the Lakers
They see I'm winnin', now they askin' me for favors
Ain't no friends, people only wanna handout
I remember back then, I ain't stand out
Now they like bro you the man now, aye you the man now yeah
Traumatized from my past, dealin' with these women
To the point where I'm like f*ck it, to be honest I just wanna end it
Cause what's the point of lovin' you if you ain't lovin' me
You broke my heart and left me dead just like a first degree
But I can't break for nobody, so you ain't hurtin' me
I'm built to go through whatever, I feel like Hercules
Remember talkin' to God before my surgery
Like if it's time for me to go, then I ain't scared to leave
Gave that girl my all, but then she went and turnt her back
Thought he was the homie, come to find out he a rat
Gotta watch out for the company you keep
Cause everybody ain't as real as they seem, it's all a scheme
Can't forget about the pain
Remember all the times I was standin' in the rain
But I had to go and make a way
Cause they know I'm here to stay
And if you feel a way, then how the f*ck you wanna play
Ain't no friends, people only wanna handout
I remember back then, I ain't stand out
Now they like bro you the man now, aye you the man now yeah