afraid (feat. brxd sabbath) Video (MV)

Fade to black, f*ck a heart attack
Morphine couldn't stop me - keep coming back
Close my eyes; draped in all black
Picture that cracka puttin Ponca on the map!
Two middle fingers up - F*ck you is what I'm screamin
Can't sleep at night cuz I'm haunted by the demons
Trapped inside... voices telling me to hide
But my crackas down to die for me...out tellin me to ride
So clutch the pistol...hold the Bible so closely
If I die tonight - burn my ashes down and smoke me
Toast to me and all the crackas that roll with me
Bgzu$ bless the mic; you can bless and kiss the Rosary
These flows is all to me; these hoes they approaching me
Bitch - I let you smoke with me but what the f*ck you 'posed to be?
Wife back at home with the kids getting groceries
Afraid to get caught; sign the papers and divorcing me
Afraid to relapse, go back to snorting morphine
Mournin me through memories of wake up in the morning free
Can't feed my family on 9-5 salary
Leaving out a legacy but passing on the misery
Or pouring out a liquor for a cracka in the family
Our dousing me in kerosene and burning down the family tree
Taught to hate; afraid to love
Bullet hoes and scummy hoes, bitch
Tell me what you afraid of?
Feeling afraid
Need to get laid
So deep in this game; know I ain't gonna get paid
Ain't gonna propagate shit
Father looks at my accomplishments
Son, you know you ain't shit
Just a leaf on the tree, not a branch
Stripper bitch queefed on me - bitch f*cked the whole ranch [shit was blown out]
Nothin but demons as I gazed at her uneven
Taking boomers with Lilith - my soul was bleeding
The impure sought the light
Pass the curse to the next hoe; then learn piano
That's bringin new heights
Force caused fights but now the torch too bright
Struggle to carry the clarity...
Mind state rarer than parity with Israelites
Erred on the right; the side of the light, aight?
Lucifer on the left? Helped prune the blight...
Might slay a boss; rolling with a touch of stray moss
Delving into chaos; lay himself on the cross...
Feeling a fade without the sauce -
Binah transmute to known chutes
Now you got a model; don't elevate it to a god...ugh...
Postulate transcendent forms like Plato eating a tomato
Or maybe a tomahto
Infamous witness consciousness ala Kato
Ripping out bitches hearts ala Kano
And the default isn't pain, bro
Suffering guaranteed - but don't give it a stay (no)
In the end only feared inaction...
Skills was gaining traction...
Bodes had cached the new singularity's faction...