Look left
Look right
Had to get my shit back
Gone and give my heart to all of them
Ain't hear shit back
So guess that man that shit crack
No addiction but precision look at how I stitch that
Peace of mind I miss that
Back when I would walk out to the store to get a phone card
I think I need one dead bad
This text I gotta send that
Now ine wanna get your text no more
Ine tryna call your phone and have no make up sex no more
Cause ine down bad
This story done get tell before
Bout broken hearts what break some more
I wish they would've tell me how this love go
One tick would make yuh bleed slow
So who on who blocklist
Good thing you can't block none of these songs for when you hear this
And ine even gotta talk bout lost friends
I lost dem
I busy playing offense
I busy sports betting with my dog
I busy tryna make a way and blow off couple song
Hope this shit don't take too long
I upward living
I upward livingggg
I just gotta be, like what's destined for me
All the heartache, pain was a blessing for me
Upward livingggg
And I don't need your love, your love lately
I don't need ya love
Trade my heart out for a brick
I just wanna feel numb
Relapse roll me up a spliff
Spark up by the river and watch my feelings drift
Constant back and forth
Why it gatta be like this
Wanna ride I8 but can't hold it down in a Lyft
Sober six months don't know how longer I could bare
Wanna cry but the gangsta in me holding back the tear
Doing a hundred listening to 100 Miles by B7ayre
Hoping I don't crash out and hurt the ones who really care
F*ck Josh get out ya feelings
I just wanna f*ck I ain't tryna have no dealing
My dawg doing life he just went put his appeal in
Gangster chest puff when the tension to the ceiling
Hood Poet the streets hand me they ears when I'm speaking
I'm solid concrete til the day that I ain't breathing
I'm solid concrete til my heart stop beating
Upward Living til I'm Leaving
I upward living
I upward living
I just gotta be, like what's destined for me
All the heartache, pain was a blessing for me
Upward living
And I don't need your love, your love lately