Bitter Sweet Video (MV)

Hello, hello babe how you doing today?
I mean I been trying to call your phone but you ain't picking up
Most time you switch it off
What the matter is? C'mon tell me
I'm willing to make it up and make things work
He... hello, hello (sigh)
If there's one thing I hate to do you know it's talk about my life
U came and made me feel so safe I talked about my life
U never failed to remind me of how much I was your pride
But now u upped and left, just look at me my life is on the line
This ain't no paper work but see my life is underlined
More money and no loving, I think I lost my grind
Hold me close don't let me go
Let's put us on a pedestal
Life's like a merry go
But before you leave just let me know
Now she posting pictures of another nigga
It's crazy cos myself I used to be that other nigga
Now I don't even know my nigga if I'm still a nigga
Cos all this crying don turned the boy into a woman
You told me when you leaving that we only part to meet
But now u gon for so long and you only hard to reach
If it's something that I did wrong girl I just hope that you forgive
Mehn If it's something I did wrong girl I'm just hoping u forgive
Now if I ask you how you love me you just sneezing
I called u did not pick up your phone it seems u busy
Whoever told you that this loving will be easy
But now you broke it down you told me you don't need me
Every night I stay awake, reminiscing the good times we had
Reminiscing the good times we had, all the fights that we don fought
All the bottles we don popped if really this is love then
I'm thinking we've been drugged
You're so special
Girl you're special
Please wake me up from this sleep
I really think my dreams are really catching up with me
It really feels my life is slowly dancing out of me
If I still see u again, girl I'll still give you a kiss
That's If I don't leave
I'm sorry for the pains my apologies
I'm hoping that you heal, if pain would make you feel better
I'm hoping that you squeal
But life's not fair I'm just hoping that it bleach for your sake baby
Remember you told me that we will make babies
You just avoiding me & it only feels like I got scabies
What I've been doing? I've been hating on myself lately
Out here's so cold n I've been waiting just let me home baby
Cos it ain't safe baby, my heart just hurts daily
I know you prolly thinking that I'm quite stupid ain't it
Cos I been calling & been texting for 6 months
But you ain't reply but I'm still calling baby I know it's really crazy ain't it?
But I'm just playing maybe games
I'm tryna be a man so I'll be taking all the blames
If you still don't reach out baby I just hope you burn in flames
Never meant that but all I'm seeing babe is burning flames
Those are pictures of you
It hurts but it's true
I know I'm alive but I seem dead to you
This is driving me crazy just need you to hold on to
Somebody call 911 because I'm highly induced
You only left me confused
When you get back home, I wrote you a note
I'm hoping that you read it and I hope that you know
Whenever you cold you can jump in my coat
We can sail together why not jump in my boat
I'm fly like a bird, got bars like a cage
My life is like a movie on this journey (Johnny) I'm in a cage
You treat me like a rebel, my emotions are in chains
Then I took our story and I told in on stage
Goddammit