B. Picasso - 9/11 Lyrics

Love don't come easy I know
But we gon' make it work
And we got fight sometimes sometimes sometimes but
We can work it out my darling
I wanna love you better
I wanna love you better than the rest
It's so many reason we won't ever speak again
Bad communication put this perfect story to an end
I'm blowing up ya phone and constantly pressing out your friends
I did everything that I could do right as a Man
We could have fixed our problems but you just got up and ran
Look how mad and hot you get when sh*t just hits the fan
How it end so quick when sh*t was going just as planned
Or was it just my plan
Girl tell me was you playing
I'm looking at your pictures like this what my kids gonna look like
Now when I see your pictures I don't know it just don't look right
Plenty fish in the sea but I swear this one she had me hooked tight
How can every day we spent together end in one night
Can't nothing hold me back from falling in love I'm still praying for it
I seen the red flags and ignored 'em, now paying for it
I thought you was gon' change I seen the good girl I was staying for it
I wish you the best but that karma girl I'm waiting for it
You showed me two sides of you I don't know who I'm talk talking to
I knew all these lies but I still ignored all the truths
Did you really care I need answers I feel used
Was you really there or was you there cause I was cool
Call my phone and clear up all them lies you said was true
You just like the rest, but probably worst I wish I knew
I stooped your level out of anger and lost my cool
Prayers every night and you still played me like a fool
I was overthinking cause them stories wasn't clicking
I googled narcissist and girl you matched the definition
But I seen the angel in you it was messing with my vision
I guess it just hurt worst cause I had marriage as my mission
You showed me how you move and how you moving really wicked
Like no way in this world someone you love could be this wicked
Things would have went better if you just sat and talked and listened
Instead of running to twitter and getting the devil in our business
We was blessed baby it was like a chance to start a new life
They can still love you but it can be hard for them to do right
Even through the darkness I still try to find the true light
Even when it's blurry I still try to see view right
But that's cause my heart big
The same heart you ran through right
You don't got no real friends and your family ain't raise you right
You blocked your mind from everything we could never ever get through fights
I had to much emotions and you took all of the them too light
Run through all them boys I'm a still be better than the next n*gga
I left with a lesson and made you better for the next n*gga
Go back to that ex you gon be still wishing that's Bless with ya
I went through the good the bad the great and all the stress with ya
Only you and me know about the crazy shit you said
Close your eyes and think 'bout all the crazy shit you did
Close your eyes and think 'bout all the lying shit you said
Close your eyes and think 'bout how I prayed with you about kids
Close ya eyes and think 'bout how you played me like a b*tch
Like I won't come up there and kill them n*gga talking sh*t
Close your eyes and think 'bout how you really called the Feds
Close your eyes and think 'bout how you said you want me dead
But f*ck it
We was just in love now that love gotta rest in peace
Someone can still be alive and it can feel like grieve
Heart eyes on your post now you not even on my feed
I'm a keeping fighting for love I just gotta bob and weave uh
You tried to play victim it was you was lying to me
I should have been cut you I was just dumb and naive
You took me for granted I wore my heart right on my sleeve
You got up and left and now I'm starting to feel relieved