Everywhere i go i never feel like myself
I'm just tryna fit in i'm tryna be myself
Smoke in my lungs takin a toll on my health
Depression always lurking man its tekky with the stealth
N i don't care about the wealth don't wanna prove my strength
I just wanna do this to avoid my death
I don't wanna be the best i just wanna be better
Consider this shit a f*cking open letter
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
Yeah i'm fallin from the top towards rock bottom
I was buried while alive but i did not blossom
Life keeps beatin me up and i just play possum
Had a list of friends until i had to crossem
Still carrying their weights i cant seem to tossem
My problems in my vision but i cant even spot'em
Dark thoughts flooding my head and i cant even stop'em
My brain so corrupt man it feels like gotham
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
And i wonder why
I'm still alive
Why do i
Can not decide
What i want from this life
Most of the timeI just wanna die
I'm goin insane i'm losing my head
I'm tryna focus but i'm losin instead
I let go of the pain usin ink n lead
But deep in my mind i wanna taste the lead
I'm tryna move forward but my feet have bled
Being held down by all the things they said
This weight so heavy and it feels like boulders
Add this open letter to my sad songs folder
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
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English
Everywhere i go i never feel like myself
I'm just tryna fit in i'm tryna be myself
Smoke in my lungs takin a toll on my health
Depression always lurking man its tekky with the stealth
N i don't care about the wealth don't wanna prove my strength
I just wanna do this to avoid my death
I don't wanna be the best i just wanna be better
Consider this shit a f*cking open letter
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
Yeah i'm fallin from the top towards rock bottom
I was buried while alive but i did not blossom
Life keeps beatin me up and i just play possum
Had a list of friends until i had to crossem
Still carrying their weights i cant seem to tossem
My problems in my vision but i cant even spot'em
Dark thoughts flooding my head and i cant even stop'em
My brain so corrupt man it feels like gotham
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
And i wonder why
I'm still alive
Why do i
Can not decide
What i want from this life
Most of the timeI just wanna die
I'm goin insane i'm losing my head
I'm tryna focus but i'm losin instead
I let go of the pain usin ink n lead
But deep in my mind i wanna taste the lead
I'm tryna move forward but my feet have bled
Being held down by all the things they said
This weight so heavy and it feels like boulders
Add this open letter to my sad songs folder
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
I'm just tryna fit in i'm tryna be myself
Smoke in my lungs takin a toll on my health
Depression always lurking man its tekky with the stealth
N i don't care about the wealth don't wanna prove my strength
I just wanna do this to avoid my death
I don't wanna be the best i just wanna be better
Consider this shit a f*cking open letter
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
Yeah i'm fallin from the top towards rock bottom
I was buried while alive but i did not blossom
Life keeps beatin me up and i just play possum
Had a list of friends until i had to crossem
Still carrying their weights i cant seem to tossem
My problems in my vision but i cant even spot'em
Dark thoughts flooding my head and i cant even stop'em
My brain so corrupt man it feels like gotham
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
And i wonder why
I'm still alive
Why do i
Can not decide
What i want from this life
Most of the timeI just wanna die
I'm goin insane i'm losing my head
I'm tryna focus but i'm losin instead
I let go of the pain usin ink n lead
But deep in my mind i wanna taste the lead
I'm tryna move forward but my feet have bled
Being held down by all the things they said
This weight so heavy and it feels like boulders
Add this open letter to my sad songs folder
I wanna know
How not to lose control
Of myself
I'm tryna keep a hold
But i keep falling down this hole
By myself
Writer: Bashar Battrawi
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