Close the next chapter
Afraid of what comes after
This isn't what I wanted
Can't finish what I started
No
I'm not gonna lie
I've been getting high
Honestly you f*ck
With my state of mind
I don't wanna waste away
Cause lately I've been
Barely getting by
Close the next chapter
Afraid of what comes after
This isn't what I wanted
Can't finish what I started
No
I'm not gonna lie
I've been getting high
Honestly you f*ck
With my state of mind
I don't wanna waste away
Cause lately I've been
Barely getting by
Sitting on a pipe dream
I'm just tryna do my own thing
I ain't really where I wanna be
Loneliness has brought some clarity
But I can't feel a damn thing
And I can't remember
What it's like
To sleep a f*cking
Wink at night
My weary mind is terrified
And if I'm being honest
I check in on you often
Just to see what I'm stopping
Close the next chapter
Afraid of what comes after
This isn't what I wanted
Can't finish what I started
No
I'm not gonna lie
I've been getting high
Honestly you f*ck
With my state of mind
I don't wanna waste away
Cause lately I've been
Barely getting by
Close the next chapter
Afraid of what comes after
This isn't what I wanted
Can't finish what I started
No
I'm not gonna lie
I've been getting high
Honestly you f*ck
With my state of mind
I don't wanna waste away
Cause lately I've been
Barely getting by