I'm f*cking alone again
I'm losing all my friends
Trying to play pretend
Get real
Cause it's all in my head I guess
I'm stuck on a loop again
Playing this game
When I can't feel
Anything I been dead inside
Starting to realize
Who I've become
In the last year
Another mistake made
A comfortable safe space
We're not on the same page
You're not here
Numb to the bone
I need space in my head
F*ck going out
Just space out in my bed
Forget all the times that
You left me on read
Shit
If we were closer
I'd say we were friends
Pictures of you
Showing up in my memories
Knew that would come back to
Bite me eventually
Stripping away the all
Sanity left in me
Tryna remember the way
You felt next to me
All off the time spent
With words left unsaid to me
F*cked with my confidence
Took me a year to see
I'm watching my back
Taking every step carefully
All of the hearts that
I've handled so selfishly
I'm taking my time to
Get where I wanna be
If you can't get around that
Get up off of me
I don't want nothing to do
With your energy
We go no deeper than
Talks that go casually
And time don't heal a damn thing
Got you all up on my brain
It's a god damn shame
That you're not up in my bed
F*cking saying my name
I'm f*cking alone again
I'm losing all my friends
Trying to play pretend
Get real
Cause it's all in my head I guess
I'm stuck on a loop again
Playing this game
When I can't feel
Anything I been dead inside
Starting to realize
Who I've become
In the last year
Another mistake made
A comfortable safe space
We're not on the same page
You're not here
I'm f*cking alone again
I'm losing all my friends
Trying to play pretend
Get real
Cause it's all in my head I guess
I'm stuck on a loop again
Playing this game
When I can't feel
Anything I been dead inside
Starting to realize
Who I've become
In the last year
Another mistake made
A comfortable safe space
We're not on the same page
You're not here