BabyFreakyJay - My Seed Lyrics

I don't need nothin else just to have my son
I was coming back & forth ain't no hit and run
Since the first time I held you it felt like a ton
I miss you so much, it's hard for me to write a song

Thinking back you was the reason why I carried on
I tried to stay it's just hard for me to sit long
I even prayed every day before you was born
Made a play & they actin like I had it wrong

You my first born I'm really tryna see you on
Use to hold yo mama belly let you kick me some
Apologize for my patience you the only one
If this was a competition you already won

I'm tryna pay yo college bills & tuition funds
Tryna find the perfect beat I'll play the drums
Woke up tryna make a mil we ain't eating crumbs
Tried to be discreet & my heart weighed a ton

You my son, my seed.
Honestly, you are everything to mee
I been had this planned out since I was 17
Do the right things you'll have everything you need

You my son, my seed
Actions speak loud & these words run deep
Bridges might burn & them ships might sink
Just know I got you like I barley even blink

You my son, my seed
You know I got you like honey to a bee
My head was too big so I had to let it shrink
Been wanted too much I ended up with nothing

You know I had you on purpose right
Now it's crazy that yo mom won't let you spend the night
Think I'm crazy & I wouldn't even start a fight
She said sum messed up shit almost made me cry

Out my mind I been really tryna keep it tight
Don't really know how to feel they steady tellin lies
Stood my ground & they actin like they saved my life
Sold a pound & the neighbors turned into spies

Opened up another door yo mama told me bye
You ain't ever left my mind when you left my side
Getting harder by the day I need another ride
Every time I pull up you could get inside

You my son, my seed.
Honestly, you are everything to mee
I been had this planned out since I was 17
Do the right things you'll have everything you need

You my son, my seed
Actions speak loud & these words run deep
Bridges might burn & them ships might sink
Just know I got you like I barley even blink

You my son, my seed
You know I got you like honey to a bee
My head was too big so I had to let it shrink
Been wanted too much I ended up with nothing