BaCe Kid - She's Gone Lyrics

Now my grandma died of cancer and i know its tragic
And then my papa died, and i wonder like why this happen
But then you got to realize this is gods way of action
Taking great souls for his own into caskets

I never listened to my father
That shit was stupid
Whenever he was talking to me i acted so f*cking clueless
My mother had my back but she never knew i was ruthless
Like damn well should've just put me in institutions

I was doing me and gave no f*cks about the family
And then i started losing them piece after piece
I see, that family is the number one priority
And cant nobody never ever beat the legacy

I lost my grandma now i understand
My father cant do it alone he need another man
Of the house, to take care of everyone in it
Im stepping up to the plate
This is my decision
Why im living

She was all that i lived for
Cant believe jesus christ
Took my grandma out my life
She was all that i think of
Shes stuck in my head
But shes out of my life
Cant believe that she's gone
Do i go insane
Got love to the brain
The one that i lived for
Shes all that i think of

I miss you grandma
I hope youre doing well
I hope you're doing everything but dont you kiss and tell
I hope you looking down on me i made you proud of what im doing
And look at all the stuff that im doing what im pursing

Im going for the grammy's and the gold
I got to tell you so many things but we'll put that on hold
Im probably telling you the things that you already know
But for now sit back and relax, enjoy the show

I know you shaking your head at me im doing 180
I hate the fact when i make a child you cant hold the baby
I know its really crazy, youre on my mind on the daily
Its been lately, where i dont have the hesitation
Its all on me, to take care of the family
Grandma please, i wish you can come talk to me
Bad dreams, where im stuck, crying in the sheets
I love you grandma, may you steady rest in peace

She was all that i lived for
Cant believe jesus christ
Took my grandma out my life
She was all that i think of
Shes stuck in my head
But shes out of my life
Cant believe that shes gone
Do i go insane
Got love to the brain
The one that i lived for
Shes all that i think of