Backeons - Strangeland Lyrics

I'd like to go outside
Where my eyes fled
Spent 4 days on the bed
I tried to go downstairs
The last time that I waste away in this place

And oooh I've tried
And oooh I've tried hard countless times

Everything is the same as last I saw
Through the window
I'm still going insane
In my fictional strange land
I've tried to make it honestly
Without the currents pulling me
Away
I'm still stuck in reverse
Reverse
Reverse
I don't wanna be stuck in reverse

Seasons change and I still
Look the same
I want to go out
I want to go hard

And oooh I've tried
And oooh I've tried hard countless times

Everything is the same as last I saw
Through the window
I'm still going insane
In my fictional strange land
I've tried to make it honestly
Without the currents pulling me away
I'm still stuck in reverse
Reverse
Reverse
I don't wanna be stuck in reverse

If I knew how to
3-4 dozen things I would've done to change
All the things I did
And nobody noticed how much I'd changed
Oh I've changed
7 years running back to me
I probably have to deal with all these feelings
And I feel emptier than I ever ever felt
Can you please dim all the lights oh I beg

Running back again
Where the rain is neon green
Where the people aren't mean
Where the things I've done are clean
Somewhere
Where I ran
Alone I stand
In my strange land
In my strange land
In my strange land