backw666s - huurtmyself Lyrics

I wanna hurt myself more than anybody else
I wanna go to sleep until my whole body melts
I wanna cut deep just to feel felt
I wanna break u down just to see the hole i built

Im just a curse to the world
I break everything i touch
Im not the type to be around
I break everyone i love
Wanna rearrange my brain
Give myself a lobotomy
Gotta hide my feelings keep 'em bottled like desani
I wouldn't doubt I'd be dead before the summers ends
And i know when school starts
I don't have a lot of friends
Ever since December
I've been hoping we will just be friends again

Every days the same
I don't know how to change it
Wanna end my life but i know that wont change shit
I dont socialize so you know that i stay true
Always in my mind, can you get out my damn room,
Aye but theres alot thats going on
Dont know what the time is
Dont know where ive gone
Thought things would change when i saw you in my dreams
But i know that your fake and your just using me