Scratching at the paint that's on my wall
My mind is unavailable
Vacant, you see that I am vacant
I am out of business
Why are you in my business
Please tell me this
Will the pain wash away my sense of shame
Will I die before I say goodbye
I'm all the way up, but I'm falling down
I'm all the way up, but I'm hitting the ground
Parties down the block, I'm still with me
I lack all creativity
I can't think of any reason why
I am here inside my mind
Why are you in my mind
Please say I'm fine
Will the pain wash away my sense of shame
Will I die before I say goodbye
I'm all the way up, but I'm falling down
I'm all the way up, but I'm hitting the ground
Highs and lows are the body blows
That make you think twice
We're alright, bittersweet all night
It's just sugar and spice
I'm all the way up, but I'm falling down
I'm all the way up, but I'm hitting the ground
I'm all the way up!