This Town Video (MV)

This town is really super boring
And no one wants to spend some time with me
Maybe I should go and move somewhere
A place where they don't stare at me

I try so hard
But I'm losing my mind

And I can't keep up with this feeling that nobody wants to be around with me
And everyday I ask myself how long will I be my own enemy

My head tells me it's annoying
Whenever I just lose a part of me
So what If I'm not enjoying
All the little moments in between sleep

I try so hard
But I'm losing my mind
And I think I'm only one
So alone in this town

And I can't keep up with this feeling that nobody wants to be around with me
And everyday I ask myself how long will I be my own enemy
Many things that I've tried
But never moved on
When I'm dying to hide from only everyone
Wish I could find a way to keep myself from dealing with this sadness

Why do I keep saying that I'm really doing fine
My phone won't chime and days and years are passing by
I wish I knew old friends would never call me
And I don't wanna hear another sorry
When everything falls down
Nobody stays around

And I can't keep up with this feeling that nobody wants to be around with me
And everyday I ask myself how long will I be my own enemy
Many things that I've tried
But never moved on
When I'm dying to hide from only everyone
Wish I could find a way to keep myself from dealing with this sadness

Maybe I just need some time to figure stuff out
On my own