Badluv - Endlessly Lyrics

I feel a storm brewing like a hurricane
Mixture of the money liquor drugs and pain
I've been searching for myself like everyday
Every single hour cause I stay awake
Running from the feeling think I need a hideaway
Run from every lover just when they decide to stay
And she gon call me later see if I'm okay
Babygirl I promise you that you are not to blame
I look at her and I can't help but wanna stay
She'll piss me off until those feelings fade away
But they'll be coming back soon as I see her face
Partly why I feel I think I need to leave PA
Partly why that deep inside I start to go insane
It's partly why I want to cry when I think bout the day
That you and I just never the strength to beat our pain
So tell me why the f*ck I try to love you endlessly babe

I'm comfortable at 2 am when all I do is sing
And I don't have to worry bout a single f*cking thing
Like people judging who I am and what I've come to be
I try so hard to tell myself don't let it get to me
I don't really think that it's appropriate for me
Expecting you to see something in me that I don't see
Sometimes lI think about myself
I'll doubt myself
Like f*ck the album
F*ck my body
F*ck the money
Beat myself up till I'm bloody
But that's not me
It couldn't be
I believe in myself more than anything
I will
Love you endlessly
I'll take you places you ain't been yeah baby you can bet on me
I will
Love you endlessly