BADX4 - through it Lyrics

I was hoping you could help me through it I was hoping you could help me through this
I think I may, I think I may just lose it Through sadness, you'll find happiness in
My music I was hoping to help you get through this
We could do it together, you don't have to do it alone

Show mercy on me, I did it all alone I might have to walk down a dark road to find
Home But it's sadness, coldness, depression, anxiety
Brand new Smith & Wesson Hopefully through time I get better
I don't think that'll ever happen I don't wanna do it, I've been through it

Depression kickin' and I think that I may just lose it
I was hoping you could help me through this I was hoping you could help me through it
Well I guess it's back inside of my abyss Everyday beggin' to be different
I'm yelling for help, no one listening Crying too many tears, eyes glistening

I was hoping you could help me through this I was hoping you could help me through it
I was hoping we could do it together And I was hoping maybe over time I could get
Better I was hoping you could help me get through
This I was hoping you could help me through it

And I was hoping after time maybe I could get better
But I realized that would never ever happen
Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't think I'll get any better Yeah, I'ma make your bitch way wetter

I don't think I'ma get any better I'ma make your bitch way wetter
I'ma get the cash, getting all the cheddar I'ma run through hell again
Gonna say goodbye to my friends I never wanna see you again
Loneliness and Percocets Loneliness and Percocets

Loneliness and Percocets
Everyday I'm suffering Deep in the water, ain't no ten feet underneath
I don't know how the hell I'm able to breathe I don't know how the hell I'm able to see
Everyday of my life feels like it's make believe

Well half of these hoes just make me believe
That they love me
That they love me