I keep running in circles
My demons chase me around
The want to get inside my head
They want to bury me in the ground
Maybe there's something wrong with me
Maybe I'm just a freak
All I know is I don't know
Why they're doing this to me
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run this race lookin' through my eyes
I didn't come here lookin' for a fight
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run so fast feels like I'm flying
My own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Gonna win or I'll die trying
Let's do this all over
But this time I'll chase them
Winning's so much harder
On a track that has no end
Now I know something's wrong with me
'Cause everything feels the same
Maybe that's insanity
When chaos becomes mundane
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run this race lookin' through my eyes
I didn't come here lookin' for a fight
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run so fast feels like I'm flying
My own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Gonna win or I'll die trying
Now I'm completely out of breath
They've got me scared half to death
And I
Just need them to believe
That they've got no hold over me
Maybe if I prove to them
I can finally convince myself
'Cause it's hard to want to win a race
That you didn't want to run in the first place
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run this race lookin' through my eyes
I didn't come here lookin' for a fight
Trynna get my own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Run so fast feels like I'm flying
My own way, own life
Gold medal, honey pot
Gonna win or I'll die trying