I know that there are somethings that won't change
Inside me it's the same
And it gets worse whenever things get hard
I'm bound by mental scars
The day we found you was the day we lost you
Chop me up I can't f*cking breathe
This tightness in my chest is killing me
I'll take one more shot
Pretending I'm not too f*cked up to ever be happy
Stumble back home again
F*ck look what time it is
I've got to be up in 45
Try to act like I'm still alive
These days it's hard to fall asleep
You still haunt my dreams
The things that you said to me
Make my eyes bleed
I know that there are somethings that won't change
Inside me it's the same
I used to think when I grew up everything might have changed
It stayed the same because of course my brain would f*ck me over
I want it to get better
I want it to get better
I want it to get better
I wanted to get
I wanted to get better
I wanted to get better
But when it can't get worse
My f*cking head hurts