Forgive me god
I'm a murderous saint
Been buried for years
In unmarked graves
I've been feeling
So
Unreceptive
Between manic
And depressive
Episodes
I found a hell
In New Mexico
Was finally happy
But he assured me
That this feeling
Was habit forming
I feel
So lost
I needed your help
But you left me
Hung like a cross
I'm feeling these daggers
Beneath my skin
So forgive me father
But I'm about to sin
What's your favorite way to numb the pain?
I needed something stronger
Than Novocain
I stared into your
Absent face
As my entire being
Disintegrates
The saints
Can't save me now
I just want someone
To be proud
I knew that something
Would come and break me
I've been caught somewhere between
Sirens and safety
Fading away
In a constant demise
While I'm wasting away
All my precious time
Ashamed of the nothing
I grew up to be
I don't think that I'll
Ever be happy
I feel
So lost
I needed your help
But you left me
Hung like a cross
I'm feeling these daggers
Beneath my skin
So forgive me father
But I'm about to sin
What's your favorite way to numb the pain?
I needed something stronger
Than Novocain
I stared into your
Absent face
As my entire being
Disintegrates