Balcony Talk - Scapegoat Lyrics

I'm bleeding out
I'm beaten down
From my own 2 hands
I'm sick of feeling so insufficient
Tearing walls down if that's what it takes
Tie me up collect your demons
Inject them into me
I will be the scapegoat for you
A willing casualty
I can't sleep
Its haunting me
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick I can't let go
I'm gonna be the scapegoat
For you i've barganed my soul
Broken bones
Hidden inside me
Cause i just can't condone
The way i feel
Cannot accept this
The devil told me he'd leave you alone
Cause i can't live
To see you struggle
So i will sacrifice
I don't care about myself
As long as you're alive
I can't sleep
Its haunting me
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick I can't let go
I'm gonna be the scapegoat
And i won't let you go
And i can't sleep
It's haunting me
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick i can't let go
Let go let go let go
Its haunting me
Its haunting me
The ghost of the kid that i used to be
I can't remember
The last time i felt alive
But that's alright
Just stay in my sights
And i can't sleep
(I can't sleep)
Its haunting me
(Haunting me)
The thought of inevitability
I feel it crawling under
I'm sick i can't let go
I'm gonna be the scapegoat
For you i've bargained my soul