No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before
Too many mistakes
Way too many lies
Thinking back to all the times I had you by my side
And I know i'm not okay
But ima be alright
Holding on to memories that I don't recognize
Tears rolling down my face
Look me in the eye
I hold on to the pain cause I don't wanna see you cry
I was focused on you
Forgot about I
I didn't wanna leave but I need to say goodbye
Didn't think that you were wrong but I knew that I was right
Focused on the pain feelings that I can't describe
I was stranded in the dark and I finally found the light
You could ask me to explain but you don't wanna know why
No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine
No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine
Too many mistakes baby way too many lies
I hold on to my demons cause alone I can't survive
So I push away my feelings and I bury them inside
Turn them in to nothing now my body's paralyzed
I don't even wanna think honestly I'm terrified
Stabbed me in the back cause it made you feel alive
Just because i'm down and broken doesn't mean it's justified
Everytime I start live you make me wanna die
No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
And it's just making me loose my mind
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine
No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine
No I don't want you to hear these lies
Cause I been through this too many times
And it's just making me loose my mind
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine
So it's gonna be fine
I been through it all before so it's gonna be fine