Balloonhead - Smile Lyrics

My mind is arrested, a vortex infested with pendulum motions of back and a forth
A brew of generics and hollow phonetics are knitting a tapestry over the door
A sterling artistry of hystericolours of haters and lovers and f*ckers and all
Resounding alarms of overbearing interference shatter the dome
Honestly I've been on my feet
Honestly you had been good to me
Then why did you feel the need to be an assassin of the best of me
Now I'm screaming murder bloody murder as you sway
As the worst of me won't let you get away
Now it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile
And it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile
I've been a surfer of waves of emotions, rocking my ocean and whipping my walls
I've been a lucid dreamer, a crusading weaver of imagination galore
Now I'm a sordid human, monochromatic, a morbid, a tumorous soul
Plugging the holes that you carved with your many a bittersweet knives and it's taking my time
Honestly you've been raping my time
Honestly I've been living a crime
I'm banging my head on the walls I've created, a crack, a breach, a ray of light
But the best self's done and I've seem to have lost my way
Now the worst of me won't let you get away
Now it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile
And it breaks my heart and it breaks my heart when I watch you smile