Ballsy - All That I'm Asking Lyrics

I try to be a little different
A smooth sailing essence
These other cats that try to rap they just so extra
A competition with each other who's the best at flexin
But outside the Gram I'm the first to f*cking step up
The past it be behind me but it always seems to catch up
Always be reminding me bout back when I was lesser
But I had to learn the lesson
The insects on my skin they're malaria infected
I mean where do I begin
Yes I've seen a life of sin
Yes I've seen how it ends
How it reels you in
Manipulating you only so that you befriend
Muslims worldwide they be calling it a gin
I be sipping on the hen no I don't pretend
Yet you politic and don't give my records any spins
I be coastin in my whip
Making sure that my mix
Be sounding tip top
I'm not with the rocks
No more in my socks
Just for you to cop
The goal is for me to be my own boss

Never take a loss but I've taken too many within the past month
When I'm gone don't you sing a sad song
That's all that I ask for
Oh I'm the asshole
What's the problem?
I'm guessing that the problem was that you was not involved
My development at all
So let's settle up the score
I see the devil on my walls
My expression is the cause
I'm expressive it's the fault
But when I'm at a crawl
You just blame it on my fall
Is it shameful that I f*cking leveled up above all
Now I shove all that don't show any love
Cuz I showed so much thru my life time to close shop
Seek a new environment
I hate the place where I post up they be spying in
So I'm eyeing
Virtues that can climb up mountains
Past horizons
I'm liking how that's sounding
So before I break down commit to a nine to five and
Lemme just take a chance with this rapping
Cuz that's all that I'm asking