Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down
Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down
Now is this really happening that im delivering
On the microphone as if we were the best of friends
Now how come tragedies be occurring so much
On this god forsaken land, I'm needing an answer damn
Is it strange that Ima man, amongst abunch of boys
Only 22 yet I'm feeling O K boomered
Food coma enduring, lured in the greatest lady
But the coolest dude that's in the deliver room
Is the one that comforts you blankets you
Cuz he knows that it's you that fuels his inspiration
A jewel not a jew
And blood diamonds be cruel
I'm reeking havoc in the streets
Without a studio
And rest in peace to prodigy
He's one of the GOATS
But the way that I be spitting it's apart of the tone
Indiana in a tomb Reggie pushing Jordan just so he can shoot
And the whole entire arena viewed
Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down
Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down
Im tryna come up fat just so I could run up tabs
Without me being so stressed and having to ask
If anybody can go half
I hit a sweet spot and im hoping we can chat
And im hoping that my ass
Don't have another breakdown
Like the last one that I had
And I got my weight down
Only cuz the stress has been getting me bad
And I been jetty to lag
I'm seeing Freddie in my dreams
And I'm afraid to have a nightmare
Where im feeling happy
Only to be waking to reality
Genuinely I been cleansing haunting thoughts
But they keep on reoccurring like they'd never stop
I needa get better armed
Prepared for the war that's going on
Just in case it comes up to my front door
I'm wanting more
But deserving less
But You the source to why my heart is still beating inside of my chest
Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down
Right in that moment where I knew if I died
I'd be satisfied knowing you were happy
Without me holding you down
Without me holding you down
Cuz I been holding you down
Im tired of holding you down