Ishiu (I'm So Happy I'm Upset) Video (MV)

I can't believe we really met
When I'm with you I forget
All those problems in my head
I'm so happy I'm upset

'Cause if I stay with you
I would throw it all away
And even if I do
I don't think I could explain

You said
We should run away and just get married
Today
But my kids need both parents
I can't do it
All these feelings they are tearing me to
Ruins
But for you I'm so foolish

I only want you
I don't wanna choose
But I gotta family
Lover, can't you see
That we can't follow through

I have to refuse
But it's killing me too
Do you see us at the gallery
And your asking me
'Cause I can't say "I do"

It's my two year anniversary
But you're still on my mind
And though the other one is hurting me
But I can't leave my child

And I take blows to my face
So he knows I know my place
And there's so much on my plate
Since you said on Friday

In that DM
Like "how are you feeling
Let's meet in the PM
And run away this evening"

But I don't want you to see me
Me in this state
But I know that you need
Me so I hesitate

I only want you
I don't wanna choose
But I gotta family
Lover, can't you see
That we can't follow through

I have to refuse
But it's killing me too
Do you see us at the gallery
And your asking me
'Cause I can't say "I do"

No I can't run away
But I don't wanna stay
I can't run away
But I don't wanna stay

No I can't run away
But I don't wanna stay
I don't think I could take
Not seeing your face

I only want you
I don't wanna choose
But I gotta family
Lover, can't you see
That I can't follow through

I have to refuse
But it's killing me too
Do you see us at the gallery
And your asking me
Wish I could say "I do"