[ Featuring Mad Maz ]
My head in the clouds
Boxing life im going for rounds
2 deep, we stomping thru towns
Giving frowns, taking crowns
Felt bad, gettin high thru the downs
I don't move outa bounds
He a red nose he a clown
Bet he wasn't around
For the arrogance in the crowd
Got away, Getting pay now
My trey za, grabs, and papes now, huh
Mad at who i became
Lookin back certain things got me feelin a way
So excuse if i stray, im here
Tell a story i may black out
Put my thoughts on a pape now
Filthy measures for the cash, f*ck it
Ima up bouta bag
Buggout, ima glitch out n lag
No games not even a tad
With my feels tryna tap in
Fell in love with distractions
My Emotions is nagging, I'm bagging up my sadness
In my feels get to packing
Distributing madness
In Good spirits I'm lacking
What happen
Nerve racking can't speak
A nigga retracted
Back tracking , drawing back
Not a word from the kid
Cold world what it is
Ice age bumming through like sid
Keeping concealed no lids
Pain bottled up no fizz
My emotions locked up on a bid
No smiles from the kid
Need bond for a grin
Not healed how I live
Shit gotta give
Im maintaining up on wounds
Pain draining on my mood
Frustration it spews
Yea heated thoughts they brew
Anger overrides it alludes
Dark thoughts in my head it pollutes
My head in a dark space call it abyss
Mind and body in a split
My conscious throwing a fit
Inner demons tryna submit
I'm lost I can admit
Good paths I can cannot commit
I just wanna quit
Off meds no need for a kit
Still in need of aid
Still going Thru it everyday
Been in silhouettes throwing shade
Been up in backs I'm laid
Thinking hard not the same
Bet I'm Neva ducking a fade
N it's still blockwork for sum pay
