Bankrol.Jon - Misunderstood Lyrics

Hey mama, how's It look in the sky, is heaven really true
Are the roads made of gold
Is the sky really blue
Hey mama, how you doing, cause your son ain't been too good
Been crying out to God, am I lost or misunderstood

I drink my sorrows with whiskey, it helps with all the pain
Her love was like a drug, made me numb like Novocaine
Just pour another glass, don't you ever stop
I'll drink until I can't no more, so what, my liver rots
Her love was cold, like whiskey that's on ice
Or a shot when it's hot, burns your throat and don't sit right
I told my mama I love you and she asked why
So it hurt my soul and broke my heart when I found out that she died

Hey mama, how's It look in the sky, is heaven really true
Are the roads made of gold
Is the sky really blue
Hey mama, how you doing, cause your son ain't been too good
Been crying out to God, am I lost or misunderstood

When I found out my heart it straight up disappeared
The woman who gave birth to me is no longer here
I felt that I was lost, abandoned with my fears
I swear that day I was so hurt I couldn't shed a tear
Sat in hospital beds with anger in my soul
Eleven year old kid who had to watch his mama go
They said I'd never walk, shattered heart and pelvic broke
I cried out to God, Lord take me and let her go

Hey mama, how's It look in the sky, is heaven really true
Are the roads made of gold
Is the sky really blue
Hey mama, how you doing, cause your son ain't been too good
Been crying out to God, am I lost or misunderstood