I am the scum of the earth
I've been this way since birth
I have these scars on my arm
A life full of endless self harm
I'm still alive and I don't know why
I just want to f*cking die
Self inflicted jape, it's okay
I can't go on living this way
Self inflicted jape, I can't stay
Today I will end in my grave
Don't bother checking up on me
I really can't ever be happy
I'll kill myself, just leave me be
You won't ever know this feeling
I won't cling to my final breath
I want to die a slow and painful death
Self inflicted jape, it's okay
I can't go on living this way
Self inflicted jape, I can't stay
Today I will end in my grave
But it's all a charade
You just do it for attention, don't you
I don't really want to die
I don't really want to die
I just do it for attention