Lights go out on another day
It's been some time since we parted ways
I can tune you out while I'm awake
Get on with my life no matter what it takes
But every night
I can't help but think of you
Trying to figure out if you found someone new
And my wandering mind never likes what it finds
Doesn't bother to know if it's true
Screaming out loud
Nobody to hear
Mind lost in a cloud
Future unclear
Demons all around me
Running from the fear
These deafening sirens
Are all I'll ever hear
Gentle at first you creep into my head
Alarms go off
Shake my bed
I kept you away as long as I could
There's a price to pay for trying to feel good
But every night
I can't help but think of you
Trying to figure out if you found someone new
And my wandering mind never likes what it finds
Doesn't bother to know if it's true
Screaming out loud
Nobody to hear
Mind lost in a cloud
Future unclear
Demons all around me
Running from the fear
These deafening sirens
Are all I'll ever hear
There's this girl I've been leading on
Female I've been scheming on
Matter fact I'm deeming her demeanor worth a keeping round
Badder than a demon ain't no rapper she been sleeping on
Plus when I run into her I clearly see she reeking oh
Feelings decreasing we chiefin ducking policemen
And for Jesus no reason my real emotions do deepen
Then one night I was sleeping I woke up to some loud beeping
She hit my phone like a beacon like
Damn I hope you ain't sleeping
And I said nah what's the word in my weakness
Though the hour's absurd Imma peep this
Want to hang with this bird in the nighttime
Cuz I been peep the curves and it's high time
So we chill in her place
She told me bring me your vase
And as the vapor escape her she told me straight to my face
That she's got a boyfriend in case I had a horse in this race
And now my heart do change pace
'Cause I see clearly the base
'Cause she only wants me for my glassware
And she don't have the decency to match fair
'Cause she know I got some pack in that bag there
It's a shame all the feelings that I catch there
But every night