Batara - Different Sundays Lyrics

I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me
I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me
Let me take it back to when I was eleven (yeah)
When going to your house was something I was dreading (why)
After ten years, it's something I'm regretting (why)
'Cause I can still go see your house, but I can't visit heaven (damn)
No distance back then could measure to the distance now
How did a home full of life become a lonely house
I'm still learning from mistakes now that you're not around
I'll work it out and I'mma keep my promises without a doubt
'Cause all you wanted was good grades and no drugs
Now good grades and no drugs, but no hugs
I miss you here 'cause when I need it you would show up
People did you wrong but you just always showed love
I wish you could see me now I'm all grown up
Would you be proud now I'm starting my career? (aye)
For what may come tomorrow we cannot prepare
So spend time with your loved ones while they're here (I miss you grandma)
I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me
I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me
Damn, what a hell of a year
You couldn't live without your partner and it ain't been a year
Now I'm looking at your casket tryna hold back my tears
'Cause I still wish you were here, I don't feel like its fair
I'm just afraid that we'll be distant
Another lunch we missing
Now your gone so that means Sundays are gonna be different
Been five years I'm still grieving
Been holding back my feelings
Remind myself that everything just happens for a reason
This is my hommage
I'mma keep that ring you gave me before college
It hurt me when I realized you're not there when I tried callin'
You want me to succeed but my eyes are the one thats ballin'
But now that you're in heaven, is it actually perfect?
'Cause I'm tryna do good in this world and live with a purpose
So I fantasize this life, but there one thing that I learned
The only thing in life that's certain is the death of a person
I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me
I hope that you hear me
'Cause I miss you dearly
My wrongs make me guilty
So forgive me
Please forgive me