Batara - Maze Lyrics

I'm thinking I'm thinking I'm wondering if I can still see the vision
Hard workin' Hard workin' on those goals think that I got my own missions
I'm feelin' I'm feelin' so trapped I got nowhere to go like a prison
I'm reachin' I'm reachin' those goals they are reachable but they're like distant
6am 6am waking up to see the muthaf*cka's face, it's a disgrace
Talking boutchu I'm headin' to the top bitch keep up with the pace (running)
Oh my days (yuh), y'all bitches just really want a raise (ayy)
You bitches still need to give me space
Midlife crisis looking for a phase, lost like a maze
I remember (remember)
Maybe just sometime around november (november)
Why you bitches always angry, you know frankly
Tryna be anti, better watch your temper (yuh)
Only point out the flaws (bitch),
You f*cked up you get an applause (wow)
Can't make it on the nice list It's a crisis bitch you cant even go please santa claus (haha)
Pause, I ain't the usual to spread negativity
But I gotta let this shit off my chest make it into a song show some creativity
Just too lame, am I the one to blame
Where's the smile when I see the report card (psh)
Lookin' up to god, this just feels odd
Send him prayers and send him a notecard (huh)
I'm tryin' I'm tryin' for the team but I keep getting cut like paper
Four years in high school waiting for the one where's the girl I'm just waiting till the day I date her
It's all just a learning experience some have been bloopers and some have been super
But I'll leave this shit as a stronger man so come at me cause you know I'm ready for the future