StandStill Video (MV)

I need a rest didn't know how long I was beaming
I've been obsessed didn't know how much teething
I miss Mac even though I never got to meet him
I just needed someone else to confront all my demons
The coils inside this bark been straying
The coils missing the spark it needs greying
The toils within the dark in need of praying
The soil bares the mark it needs laying
It needs laying
Trapped in the prison of mind
Never sought solace cause it's the hardest to find
I'm just deep inside my mine
Looking for treasure, no matter how hard I try
I get suffocated by the darkness
Inebriated by the vastness
I'm right here where I am
In the wind I still stand
I feel a weight inside my soul
Feel it slowly taking a toll
I don't know how long I'll last
I've shattered this hourglass
I don't know how long I'll last
I've shattered this hourglass
It's crazy that something specific can elate me, upgrade me
Make me feel there's nothing more amazing
But lately life's been subverted I hate me
The very same thing gone aggravate me, berate me
Feel the insignificance of dithering, I stay quivering, shit's so belittling
With these words I have can paint a mural
But as I suffocate realise it's just neural
Wish I could hit clear all
To all times past, I call five fast
Can I live in this world without nothing to prosper
I look through the events and see you on that roster
I should build a cage around my heart to
See the cost of
Loneliness, Unholiness
Hunched and defeated like my posture
Forgot happiness this just an imposter
Have I lost you
Have I lost you
I'm right here where I am
In the wind I still stand
I feel a weight inside my soul
Feel it slowly taking a toll
I don't know how long I'll last
I've shattered this hourglass
I don't know how long I'll last
I've shattered this hourglass