Bayza Leslie - Messed Up Lyrics

Peaceful greatings with my fellow peers
Having mellow beers
Thinking well I'm here
Let's not sit back and wait
In fact I'll activate these active traits and act as mates
Out of my captive place
And I ain't sippin' anything unless it's JD or Hennessy
It's crazy they let me speak
Take me back to my cypher days writing flames
Thinking I give a f*ck if I die today
I'ma write my life away
Calm mind with a titans rage
All eyes on my blinded state
Sip after sip the shots are passing quick
Come on BayZ just have a bit
Filling up my glass and then
I guess I'm on my ass again and all this shit's embarrassing
Jumbling words not giving a f*ck what they heard
Their wanting a verse I'm jumping in first
I'm running my words, someone will be served
But after these drinks I have to rethink
How are these walls as plastered as me
What has happened to me
I'm not an act you should see
My life has been fractured in three
In fact you should leave before their calling action on scene
It seems I'm a fiend that can't relax in his dreams but I have to succeed
In the midst of all this madness I've been, unworthy
Guess you could say it's what this man has been deemed
They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone
I really should have stayed at home
I'm guessing that's the way it goes
Really feel I'm messed up
I'm guessing that's what stress does
They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone
I really should have stayed at home
I'm guessing that's the way it goes
Really feel I'm messed up
I'm guessing that's what stress does
They trapped me with demons
I walk a path with these heathens
No talking back when I'm speaking
Don't know the fact that I'm grieving
I hold it back as I'm breathing
Give me some Jack and some reason
I'm walking back but in pieces
Tryna pass what I'm leaving
They can't believe what they're seeing their trying to process
A monster call me Lochness
I really should have stopped this
This shit is getting toxic
BayZa's getting hype see
Rocking in his white tee
Simply looking icy
I chase vanilla ice cream
I'm dressing in these nice things to get inside her tight jeans
I guarantee she might scream
I'm running after pipe dreams
This really isn't like me but I do it like it's Nike
I'm going out to sight see
F*ck it man I might leave
Completely f*cking isolated
Where'd they go my sight is fading
I ain't home, my mind is racing
Why am I so f*cking wasted
You'll know in time so just be patient
Voices keep on flooding in
Tell me what the f*ck is this
They all surround I'm throwing fists
What is this I'm up against
All alone I'm going skits
All I'm really knowing is
When you've departed from friends you don't start to forget
And all of it ends when all you've been fed is what they have said
It gets hard to pretend that it's all in your head
They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone
I really should have stayed at home
I'm guessing that's the way it goes
Really feel I'm messed up
I'm guessing that's what stress does
They wonder why I'm all alone and no one ever calls my phone
I really should have stayed at home
I'm guessing that's the way it goes
Really feel I'm messed up
I'm guessing that's what stress does