I forgive those in my past who didn't love me how I needed
And I must forgive myself for when I left myself depleted
Since a hand-me-down teen had devotion in my genes
I wear emotions on my sleeve
No these don't come out at the cleaners
I've seen the meanest things
I know it seems by my demeanor
But you give me the chance
My heart is pure as Aquafina
No fear in my arena
Bright lights don't turn me deer
Now every time I staring a mirror
I'd be staring at a leader
My feet up
While I think about the needy
Like everytime I heal
I make it real and given a reason
For youngin's after me
To live with ease when they get lesions
Pain from falls tend to leave once they change you like the seasons
I love to give
But every time that they got greedy
Rubbed me the wrong way
Like you tryna diss a genie
A boy had to meet the world
I wasn't taught by Mr. Feeny
So with recovery I'm more elitist than defeated
It's needed
I think about better days
I Visualize them and they elevate
Every-time I meditate
They tell me that it's getting late
But this life is not that kind of race
I know I can make a change
I'm in it for the long haul
If you down to ride it's your call
Cause I know I can find a way
To visualize it and to elevate
Thinking about these better days
I was blinded by stupidity
It left me here to bleed
I couldn't see the way out
Cause I've never met my needs
I was desperate for the answers
And I wanted to be healed
I put up with my BS
And I never sealed the deal
Way up
I could never reach it
It would play up
Stay rushed
Take a chill pill
I was paced up
Looking for the answers
I could never make a lay up
I became an honest man
I just gotta say it straight up
I want be the change
Bad memories erased
I look for better days
But life is not a race
If you want flow
You gotta go with your gut
Always know what your heart says
It's friends that make you better
Say no to the dope
If it is an escape
And try to make
The best of everyday
You have to make start somewhere do it here
You have to make a start sometime do it now
I think about better days
I Visualize them and they elevate
Every-time I meditate
They tell me that it's getting late
But this life is not that kind of race
I know I can make a change
I'm in it for the long haul
If you down to ride it's your call
Cause I know I can find a way
To visualize it and to elevate
Thinking about these better days