Bboy Ninja - Introvert Lyrics

Huh yeah I know I just
I haven't been feeling myself lately ya know
Just don't really feel like being social
Huh the introverted part of me is taking over
I just wanna be left alone right now
I got these legends to tell
Lately I been studying many different philosophies
Learning about science religion and many histories
Trapped up in my house trying to find the silence mostly
Learning to quiet my mind and finally find some peace for me
I'm just feeling that introverted part take over me
Cus I'm tired of being angry it's burning me to third degree
My name is Bboy Ninja you ain't probably never heard of me
Sometimes I lose my confidence as if it's overseas
I'm mastering depression and all my anxieties
When people start testing me I refer to art of peace
Keep your negative energy all away from me please
Cus when I can't contain myself I just turn into a beast
His name is Bloodfang and he'll rip you with his teeth
I hope you never have to meet him with a greet
My name is Bboy Ninja now ill bet that you heard of me
Sometimes I gain my confidence rooting like a tree
As I grow older I prefer to hide inside my house
Along with all my favorite things and my pretty spouse
I don't mind just kicking back watching movies
Like a black mirror episode the world is so spooky
I just want some comics video games and anime
When I'm not trying to create a star out of clay
My mind up and runs when it said would stay
Try to speak this out but I can't convey
I get lost like jack but find my way like john
Who the f*ck would play anyone of my songs
Look in the mirror like what I'm doing wrong
They won't listen to you so go and hit that bong
Okay I'll just keep to myself I'm doing fine on my own
I just stare at these walls feeling trapped and alone
I isolate myself till I get call on the phone
They like it's been too long you know I miss you bro
Slaying these demons I'm the number one hashirama
All in my head in my room I don't the want the drama
I'm chasing that bread so I got stability with my honor
If any rapper f*ck with me I kill him and leave em dishonored
Nah f*ck it they don't wanna hear yo bro
Those tracks ain't cool and yo flow ain't cold
Staring at the mirror like why you tell me fo
Maybe you're right I just don't know
But I like the things I do and the way that I grow
So perpetual infinite motion growth
They might be holding the cards but I'm playing tic tac toe
I play you a fool's mate then I checkmate bro
All I know is my peace is with my girl late at night
Telling her we'll make it we gon' be alright
When she kisses my neck the noise silences right
My sanctuary is where I recharge my light
So no don't talk to me like I'm on a retreat
I'm tuning the world out I'm focused on the beat
What is that next line my mind too loud it can't think
This art is my therapy till my head up and shrink
Self therapy for the rest of the trauma too deep
Most too afraid but I'm afraid because I leaped
I just hope I get this shit out praying to the muse
Why can't you mix this bitch I talk that self abuse
Then I say f*ck it and watch reruns in my bed
All this self conscious talk is getting to my head
I use to like going out but now I don't wanna see friends
If I absorb too much bad energy then I'm dead
I talk to these four walls I hope they don't say what I said
People too fake so move careful how you tread
Introvert takeover the extrovert
I reconvert reassert what is my worth
You wanna go out nah I'm good at home
I'm chilling right here a king on his throne
I got peace and quiet that's all I want
That's the shit I flex cus It's what I got
That's that peace of mind for all of my thoughts
Through patience and silence how I untie these knots
But I'm feeling low energy so please take me home
This introvert can socialize after he's been left alone