Be. Play. Doubt. - Mezzo Lyrics

I wanna honor the process
And not get caught up in thoughts
It's just that at times I feel fraught
With these crossroads and I get cross
With all the times that I've lost
This f*ckin' time that I've lost

But time isn't lost
It's spent that price is the cost
And I'm meant to spend every cent
Until the finish line has been crossed

You fight 'cause you're strong
And you're strong 'cause you fight
You beat your arms like wings until you die or take flight

And I've been down for so long
I've grown strong from the beating
And the end of this song
Will be me here just flowing and bleeding
Needing more of the pain
Insane this shit's become just like eating
To sustain my frame
I gotta just keep going and feeding
But there's nothing left
Because except this pain
All is fleeting

It feigns not, leaving
It feigns not, leaving
This disdain and grieving

There's something inside of me
And it's somewhere deep seated
That wants to win at this life
And for once not be defeated
Heated moments I've known
And sown so much seed that's been greeted
By the birds of the field
Well they just steal and eat it

The birds are my mind
In kind they loop, repeated
This win's like a friend
In the end I'll need it, in the end I'll need it

This song's like a friend
In the end I'll need it

The bird's are my mind
In kind they loop repeated

Something inside of me

The birds are my mind
Loop repeated
Loop repeated

This song's like a friend
In the end I'll need it
In the end I'll need it

Something inside of me
Something inside of me
Wants to win at this life

Loop repeated
Loop repeated

Something inside of me
Somewhere deep seated
Wants to win at this life

I wanna honor the process