Dopamine Video (MV)

I stopped leaving all the lights on
I stopped locking all the doors
I live in fields of unclaimed bodies
Not inclined to anymore
I think I shouldn't have to tell you
Lots of things you make me say
I think that I'm not gonna name them
I think that you should go away
One day I woke up in your bedroom
You had torn up all the sheets, that's when
I realized what I'd done to you
And you had done to me
I think the years bit at my ankles
But domesticated us
And now I'm bleeding in your bathroom
And I don't know what it's from
Since when did everybody know
Exactly how to make me cry
I used to never do that sort of thing
And now I wonder why
I think this dopamine addiction
That my friends all seem to have
Can make them really fun at parties
But when I'm home it makes me sad
Maybe that's because
They went home with someone
And good for them
I hope they get their hit
But you're still gone these days
Turns out when you say
What you feel it makes it real
And people leave for good