BealzeBabe - Combat Lyrics

You see man, like I'm tired of fighting
I'm just so tired, like, so tired of having to fight
All my life is like this beast inside of me
And it's just constantly like, constantly like

Haunting me, taunting me, constantly berating me
Telling me the world would be better if I was gone, you see
This demon inside of me feeds on my wants and needs
Telling me that everything inside of me is rooted in greed

I feel the drive to succeed, a want, even if it is only to need
Honestly, this demon feeds on me and my time of need
When my cards are down, all I can do is bleed
I'm already on my knees, take what you want while I bleed

I promise that you won't succeed
This beast, I have learned that it bleeds
I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat
Old vet, combat, war's back, who's that

Oh wait, I'm back, woke in the middle of the night, ready to attack
Ain't never had nobody to watch my back
I promise if you don't step back, I'ma start seeing black
I'ma start seeing black

And there's this beast inside of me
And I can't bear to let it free
I get so tangled, I can't breathe
But I promise to you I'll succeed

And I can't stop, it needs to feed
And I can level if I bleed
So step the f*ck away from me
And I can't bear to let you see
No, there is no reprieve

I'm sick of fighting with myself
And sleeping with these knives on the shelves
I never thought I'd last this long

And chilling with a homie with three prongs
Game's done, long gone, bye mom
Time for dissection, never mind that
F*ck that, it's redemption

I've sat too long in my repression
Stewed too much in my depression
Broken beyond comprehension
Too hell with your apprehension

I'll leave you in detention
Leave you f*cked up, bad condition
Told you before that I'm a technician
Leave you rendered, no cognition

Dare you to press the f*cking ignition
Too late, please wait, you're bait
Can't wait for the next death date
I will rise, and detonate

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