Bear - Where I Was Lyrics

Take me back to when I was a kid
Had my whole family together
That's what it is Or what it was
I was really living with no worries
Got the love that I needed from my father
He took care of us
But got lost getting high on his own supply of stuff
Almost killed my moms I say that no bluff
Got his ass arrested been gone for weeks
Came back after he lost all that f*ckin heat
Working his main job had him move us from the street
Sweet home Alabama is a place that we need to be
The unexpected happen everything came crashing at my feet
He really left us jumped out the f*ckin' front seat

Now we're far from home Oklahoma where we need to be
Took us Two Years state to state now we're finally free
Alabama Georgia Arkansas OKC
Really took me that long but I am where I need to be
This shit wasn't easy my brother had a really put on for me
He was rushed to grow up had to pay our bills and fees
I was too young to help out like I wanted to
Oblivious to the brokenness still got to live free
Finally made it home but we didn't find the key

Moving couch to couch took us years to find the right house
Grow up into a new person started selling so I wasn't hurting
High school was all right but I knew this shit was certain
Always felt Destin always trying to learn these lessons
F*ck getting banned I got a head start I'm finessing
But I spent Three years of my life with this girl
Now I'm heartbroken my head is in a twirl
Working harder than ever making video after video
Recording all my feelings shit I really built a studio
People really watching me like I'm in the f*ckin' rodeo
I'm not the same anymore that person died in me so f*cking long ago