beardy - ur atmosphere Lyrics

Soarin, I'm soarin soarin
I'm burnin up...
I'm just a spark in ur atmosphere
Down in my thoughts can't find me here
Gimme ur love placate my fears
Why can't u lift me up?
I get too lost when I'm alone
All of ur words they cut 2 bone
Stay up all night still on the phone
And I'm soarin, and I'm burnin up

I'm a bad son... with bad habits
Still can't get the blunt smell out my jacket
Still see a lotta talk and no action
Nowadays ppl say oh you're rap-rapping!
Bad factions, backlash in shitty houses
Backpackin, freak fashion, no allowance
Bob kaufman, I should just shut up
Always sayin too much is why my heart's caught up
Always doin too much, don't wanna be a f*ckup
Keep the headphones stapled on till the sun up
He wanna get down all freaky, ay
I don't see why he do need me, ay
Hooked! And no one can free me
I am no house you can't lease me!
I'm a joke I'm a freak
I don't rly understand what my boy sees in me

I'm just a spark in ur atmosphere
Down in my thoughts can't find me here
Gimme ur love placate my fears
Why can't u lift me up?
I get too lost when I'm alone
All of ur words they cut 2 bone
Stay up all night still on the phone
And I'm soarin, and I'm burnin up

I already miss him