BEARSBODIES - am i allowed to have this Lyrics

One body wasn't made for this much weight
I'm crumbling under pressure
There's only so much my poor heart can take
Before the point of no return
My bones creak with the sadness in my veins
Pooling right under my skin
Time heals all wounds is what they always say
How much time do I have left
When happiness creeps it's way into my head
The fog will surely blind it

Am I allowed to have this
Stitching up the holes in my heart
Will I come out the other side
Bruised or unharmed
Am I allowed to have this
The light that makes its way to the end
What did I do to deserve this
The aching need not to pretend

I'll claw my way through whatever lies above
And the rain that surrounds me
My hands grow tired and I will start to shake
I can't give myself a break
I need to see what else lies around me
Leave the dark in the past
And I promise
I'll be okay